Data analysis showed that the nurse working in COVID-19 wards had different perceptions created by problems and extreme pressures associated with performing the healthcare procedures for COVID-19 patients. On the other hand, a type of the perception of differentiation was found to have been shaped in nurses’ minds due to the social and media contexts introducing them as social heroes, specifically during the first and second waves of the disease. A combination of pressure tolerance and perception of differentiation was detected to have generated specific expectations among the participants. They expected the authorities to pay due attention to nurses, especially to the contract ones. Furthermore, they expected the government to give the nurses special privileges. They argued: “We can keep on our cooperation with the health system until the end of the pandemic if these expectations are met.” According to our study results, the participants had common experience of fear, anxiety, burnout, and deficiencies, and had widespread expectations (
Table 1).
| Theme | Categories | Meaning Units | Statements |
|---|
| Fear and anxiety | The obsession of receiving positive COVID-19 test results; fear; anxiety; role conflicts; family issues; stress | Anxiety in the family; fear of receiving positive COVID-19 test results; the accusation of being an infection agent; problems of female nurses who have children; feelings of weakness, tiredness, fear, and stress of infecting the family members; fear of being infected; losing the temper; inability to meet the needs of patients; having weak interactions with patients | “I always think that maybe I am infected.” |
| “Now, we are afraid of getting infected. I myself became infected once, and other people blamed me.” |
| “It has been six months I have not seen my family. I am still afraid of affecting them because if it happens, I will feel guilty, and others will also blame me.” |
| Burnout | Long duration of the pandemicPhysical and mental problems | Long-term insomnia; feeling weak and tired; extreme weight loss; skin turgor; physical weakness; constant sweating; limited elimination; feeling disgusted; limitation of drinking, eating, and elimination; migraine headaches | “I do not have any rest during the night.” |
| “I’m not in the mood to talk to patients and companions.” |
| “I had extreme weight loss and my skin is not fresh anymore.” |
| “I’ve got so weak physically. |
| I really feel disgusted.” |
| “I have migraine headaches.” |
| “We sweat a lot because of wearing PPE kits and it is more difficult for women because they have long hair.” |
| “I don’t go to the toilet during the night.” |
| Lack of facilities and equipment | Limitations of facilitieslabor force shortage | Limitations of PPE kits, face masks (during the first wave), and equipment (especially in ICU); lack of nursing staff; training the newly employed nurses | “During the first days, we faced with the lack of PPE kits.” |
| “We don’t rest at all because our PPE kits would be exposed and have to be changed.” |
| “At first, there was the lack of face masks and N95 masks.” “Only two PPE kits are allocated to the night shifts, which is not enough.” |
| “Sometimes we don’t have enough equipment such as syringe pump or infusion pump for COVID-19 patients in ICU.” |
| “There aren’t enough nurses, and the new ones aren’t trained.” |
| “We spend most of our time to train the new nurses.” |
| Expectations | Psychological counseling | Need for psychological counseling | “They have offered some counselors, but I don’t have enough time to make an appointment.” |
| Organizational support | Restrictions and unavailability of psychological counseling | “I think financial issues are important for all the nurses, especially COVID-19 ward nurses.” |
| Emotional support | Paying attention to the material needs of nurses | “The most important thing is to employ us instead of extending the contracts.” |
| Paying attention to the employment status | “More tolerance of nursing managers with ward nurses.” |
| Commitment to hiring part-time nurses | “Empathy with the problems of ward nurses by hospital managers and nursing managers.” |
| Tolerance |
| Empathy |
4.1. Fear and Anxiety
Nurses have been on the frontline against COVID-19 since the beginning of the pandemic and gained valuable experiences. According to our results, working under ongoing conditions and helping infected patients were the causes of anxiety, which may have been resulted from their fear of being at risk of infection. Indeed, many patients had similar experience of anxiety about infection even before they actually became infected during the first and second waves of COVID-19. This disease is associated with fears of surviving and organizational exclusion. The second factor was the result of preventing the contagion among the staff; also, it was possible that other people blame the affected nurse because of performing improper self-care processes.
“During the first wave, patients did not announce that they were affected because of the dominated social and individual phobias. Therefore, only the authorities were aware because we did not know that if affected patients would be survived or not. Usually, the nurses with COVID-19 had been taken time off for fourteen days to prevent the formation of anxiety among other nurses and improve their morale (a 40-year-old female supervisor).”
The second challenge, specifically during the first and second waves, was the fear of contagion among family members. Therefore, the fear and anxiety were considered as the most important concerns among nurses. Moreover, a suspension space was formed during the first and second waves due to the lack of knowledge about diagnosis and treatment, when the nurses attempted to control the situation using three approaches. Single nurses stayed at dormitories in the hospitals and did not go homes. One of the participants with a good financial condition preferred to stay in a bachelor pad out of the hospital. Moreover, majority of the single participants had no direct contacts with their families until the end of the investigation. The second group consisted of male married nurses who sent their wives and children to their parental homes and lived alone. The most important group which was reported to experience the highest level of fear and anxiety was the third group consisting of married female nurses. These individuals neither stayed at hospital, nor did they leave their homes. Therefore, they suffered from the highest level of fear and anxiety about being at risk of infection and contagion especially among their family members. The nurses with young children or infants experienced the highest stress. Being rejected by the family was one of the most serious concerns among these Individuals. In this regard, one of the participants stated that:
“I am afraid of being infected and it is not because of me, but because I do not know what to tell my husband. He will say that I shouldn’t have gone to work (a 39-year-old nurse).”
“There is a nurse with four children and she has become infected. Her family has asked her not to return home if she gets infected. Now, she doesn’t know what to do (a 55-year-old male supervisor).”
4.2. Burnout
The long-term use of personal protective equipment (PPE) kits causing the constant sweating had led to the burnout of the studied nurses. This problem was even more serious and annoying for female nurses. They had to wear PPE kits during the night shifts for 13 hours, which was an extremely unpleasant experience. Adding to the complexity of their situation, they had to keep these kits clean, which was one of the most important issues. Avoiding eating and drinking during the shifts were a normal strategy practiced by nurses during the first and second waves of COVID-19. Majority of the nurses felt that removing the face mask or shield and getting ready to eat food may have exposed their PPE to the virus. It caused a lot of stress and anxiety due to the lack of sufficient equipment, specifically during the first and second waves. Furthermore, eating and drinking increased the probability of using the toilet; however, using the rest room increased the possibility of PPE kits pollution and forced the nurses to change the kits, which, in turn, increased their burdens as well as the organizational costs. Therefore, the nurses had to avoid eating and drinking during their shifts, which had significant adverse effects on their health conditions. Nurses argued that they had experienced extreme weight loss and unprepossessing appearance due to working in difficult conditions and for long shifts. Moreover, they suffered from extreme physical weaknesses due to the disturbance of eating schedules. Although nurses were constantly sweating because of wearing PPE kits, they did not drink too much and it caused digestive and elimination problems for them. All these factors made them feel disgusted because many of them suffered from physical problems such as backache.
“I have lost a lot of weight! Even some of my obese colleagues have lost weight because we avoid eating and drinking at work (a 29-year-old female nurse).”
“We sweat a lot and our hair gets wet when we wear these PPE kits. I don’t use the rest room during the whole shift until I get home (a 25-year-old female nurse).”
In fact, a combination of high workload and inappropriate working conditions in the vicinity of infected patients was responsible for the prevalence of weakness and insomnia among nurses. They argued that they were more sensitive, felt bored, and lost their temper easily. In other words, they practiced a poor self-management and were not able to control their feelings properly, which influenced their interactions with other people because they had dedicated themselves to working only.
“I don’t sleep at all when I go to work, even for five minutes. It has been five months since I didn’t sleep at the hospital or during my shifts. I just sit down on my chair (a 28-year-old female nurse).”
“I feel like I have no strength and I’m bored. I used to do artworks and have leisure time; now I’m in a terrible mood, unable to do my favorite activities. Even my room is messier than ever (a 23-year-old female nurse).”
“I fuss about everything. I didn’t use to be like this, but now I am. If my colleague tells or reminds me of something, I behave aggressively (a 28-year-old female nurse).”
4.3. Lack of Facilities and Equipment
Like the nurses of many countries, lack of facilities and equipment was one of the main problems among the participants in this study. They also faced with other challenges such as lack of N95 masks, detection kits, and PPE, which was more prevalent during the first wave. On the other hand, there was not enough equipment allocated to COVID-19 hospitals, and the lack of infusion pumps in ICU was another major problem. Moreover, nurses needed suitable recreation rooms in COVID-19 wards with appropriate protective equipment such as separated rest rooms, beds, etc. However, they could not rest because they were not sure about the appropriateness of recreation rooms and even avoided eating due to the fear of getting infected. All these factors had negative effects on their sleeping and relaxation, as they were so tired during the shifts, especially the night shifts.
“There aren’t enough facilities and equipment. We are always faced with the lack of kits, syringes, etc. (a 40- year-old female supervisor).”
“The recreation rooms must be appropriate to make us feel safe; however, they are not so. You don’t dare to rest there (a 26-year-old female nurse).”
“We are in the emergency department. The companions come and beg for hospitalization, but we don’t have any empty patient beds (a 25-year-old female nurse).”
“Nurses in COVID-19 wards must have all the equipment (a 55-year-old male supervisor).”
“The new nurses don’t know many things. We don’t have enough time to both treat the patients and orient these nurses.”
4.4. Expectations
Most of the participants expressed that nurses needed counseling psychology sessions. The authorities had been offered specific centers or experts; however, the participants believed that they did not have enough time to make appointments. Therefore, the counseling had to be provided actively for the nurses of COVID-19 wards. As mentioned, nurses had a perception of differentiation, which was more highlighted during the first and second waves because both the formal and informal media of Iran referred them as “healthcare heroes”. Also, nurses who died due to COVID-19 infection were called “healthcare martyrs”. The formation of such perceptions of differentiation along with the pressure of tolerance led to expectations that were classified into three groups. First, they needed emotional and psychological support. Participants believed that the health authorities at different levels had to make direct interactions with nurses by talking to them even for a few minutes. Nurses complained that authorities came to the hospitals, made decisions, and left there without talking to the nurses or even thanking them. However, there were some authorities who visited these wards. The behaviors of most of the authorities and the fact that supervisors avoided coming into the wards and just said hello to the nurses from outside were not acceptable. In fact, they mainly considered the organizational support, which implied that COVID-19 ward nurses expected the managers to come and show their sympathy instead of visiting these wards occasionally. In other words, the support of these managers could be effective for nurses because it made them feel that they were important and useful for the hospital. The second factor was related to the organizational justice, especially in the payment mechanisms. COVID-19 ward nurses believed that more attention had to be paid to nurses. Although the authorities confirmed this issue, it rarely occurred in practice. Therefore, it was better that their debts be paid. In other words, their morale could be improved through providing financial support because in current conditions nurses need financial resources to manage their living affairs and these financial supports could make the situation tolerable. Due to the financial requirements among nurses, paying attention to specific payments would increase their motivation. It is noteworthy that COVID-19 ward nurses have sacrificed their lives and families; therefore, providing financial supports would significantly encourage them. Finally, it should be noted that since most of the nurses were contract employees, it was highly expected that specific privileges be considered for them and enter the priority list of the Health Ministry for employment in the future. One of the participants insisted that: “I’m ready to keep on working at COVID-19 wards if I know that I will be employed within a few years.”
“It has been five months since the pandemic; however, the nursing manager has not come into the ward. Why? Some supervisors just come and say hello from the outside and leave. Are they more important than us? I myself will be more encouraged if my manager comes into the ward (a 26-year-old female nurse).”
“The managers leave here very soon, which is not useful. I wish they come and talk to us and show their empathy (a 29-year-old female nurse).”
“They have offered some counselors, but I don’t have enough time to make an appointment. Counselors must be accessible for nurses (a 30-year-old female nurse).”
“I think financial issues are really important for all of the nurses, especially COVID-19 ward nurses (a 25-year-old female nurse).”
“The most important thing is to employ us instead of extending the contracts (a 37-year-old female supervisor).”