Of 20 participants in this study, 12 were female, and eight were male. Eight participants had a university degree, six had a high school diploma, three had education below high school diploma, and two were illiterate. Also, 10 participants were married, two were separated, and eight had been never married. The results of analysis indicated four main themes and 12 sub-themes, including “captivity”, “insult”, “oppression”, and “punishment” (
Box 1).
| Themes and Sub-themes |
|---|
| Patients’ lived experience of physical restraint |
| Captivity |
| Limitation |
| Suffocation |
| Insult |
| Humiliation |
| Violation |
| Harassment |
| Oppression |
| Innocence |
| Sadness |
| Hatred |
| Fear |
| Punishment |
| Waiting for freedom for reflection |
| Waiting for recovery |
4.1. Captivity
One of the most important themes in the participants' experiences was captivity, with two sub-themes of “limitation” and “suffocation”. In their views, captivity refers to a feeling of imprisonment, as they are confined torestrained a bed and are not allowed to leave. Deprivation of freedom, restrictions on movement, suffocation, and difficulty breathing were frequently repeated in the participants' speech. In this regard, a 35-year-old man said:
“Human’s life is suffering... When a normal person sleeps on one side of his body, he gets tired soon... I felt like I was being captured... Like a prisoner... I felt that my freedom had been taken away from me by tying my hands and feet... Well, they take away your freedom, and you are no longer free.”
Moreover, a 17-year-old female participant stated:
“It's a very bad feeling that you cannot jump or move your arms and legs; every moment, you feel as if you can no longer breathe. I slept on my side, with my hands and feet tied up for a long time; my face was itching, and I could not scratch it...”
Also, a 39-year-old woman stated:
“There is a feeling of fear and a feeling of suffocation when you lie down on the bed; you feel like you’re being suffocated; I felt cold...”
Moreover, a 26-year-old man said:
“It feels like a grave.” “Physical restraint is so scary. Everything is tied up, and you cannot move. What do you do with all your pent-up energy?”
4.2. Insult
Another extracted theme in this study was insult. In the participants' experience, physical restraint is an offensive an insulting intervention; in other words, they are treated with disrespect or scornful abuse. The participants described three subthemes of “humiliation”, “violation”, and “harassment”. “Degrading behavior”, “cowardice”, and “coercion” were among themes repeated in the participants' speech. In this regard, a 39-year-old man said:
“I feel like everyone is sane and healthy, except me. It really bothers me. The looks and words of others bother me a lot when they tie me to the bed. They laugh at me; I feel humiliated. We are also humans.”
Also, a 26-year-old man said:
“We are not sheep, but they behave as if they want to butcher a sheep... I think about it so much, the fear and the panic. What did I do? I feel that my rights have been violated. Here, it is written on the board that the patients have rights... But I had the experience of rape as a child, unfortunately. It comes back to me again and again; the violation; the mental abuse; the physical abuse.”
Besides, humiliation was part of the patients’ lived experiences. One of the participant’s statements, disclosing that “this was not a human behavior”, indicates this theme. A 52-year-old man said:
“Are we animals? If they want us to be good, they have to be patient with us. They cannot tolerate us? Actually We cannot tolerate them...”
Usually, some trained and physically fit personnel are in charge of physical restraint. This may be perceived by the patient as a form of unfair coercion. A 24-year-old woman said:
“Several large and tall men came to my room. I wanted to resist and fight it. It is as if you are caught in an act of robbery... I was so angry with them that I wanted to strangle them...”
Moreover, a 39-year-old woman said:
“It was a bad feeling. I was screaming for help and begged them to let me go, but they forced me to stay and held my hands and feet; death is much better than restraint... I was crying.”
4.3. Oppression
Another theme emerging in the participants' experiences was oppression. They reported a feeling of being oppressed or wronged. They also described a feeling of being uncomfortable and concerned because of the unfair conditions of physical restraint. Physical restraint was defined as a cruel approach that restricted their freedom. The four sub-themes of “innocence”, “sadness”, “hatred”, “worry”, and “fear” were extracted for this theme. The themes of “sadness”, “hatred”, “ignorance of guilt”, “depression”, “panic”, and “begging” were also repeated in the participants' speech. A feeling of innocence was reported by most of the participants. In this regard, a 38-year-old woman said:
“I was very upset. Why are they tying me up for? Did I do something wrong? Did I steal anything? What sin have I committed?”
Also, a 30-year-old man said:
“It is not the right thing to do. Every conflict can be resolved with a warning, and there is no need for physical restraint. It was useless. I did not do anything wrong, but they restrained me.”
Moreover, a 27-year-old woman stated:
“I was crying, I was very upset and sad.”
When the participants were asked to use a color to describe the physical restraint experience, they often used black and red colors. In their speech, they mentioned their imploring state:
“I remember the belt, the tears, the sadness, and the color of black and red belts; the color of appeal.”
The theme of hatred is evident in the statements of a 35-year-old female patient:
“It makes a person nervous. It's like you can't leave the house; imagine your husband locking the door and refusing to let you leave the house, or imagine imprisoning a child in a room; they may hate you. Now, imagine being tied up to your bed, the bed where you sleep at night. You will hate this bed too.”
A 55-year-old woman described her feeling of disgust toward physical restraint:
“I feel bad... I was thrown into that room intentionally. I did not do anything to be sent to that room... That room was very uncomfortable for me, and I am so afraid of it...”
Regarding the theme of fear, a 45-year-old woman said:
"I call it the horror room, because it is really horrible... The horror room was uncomfortable for me... I’m afraid of that room; I have a feeling that a person will die and not come back to life.
Also, a 38-year-old woman stated:
“I thought I was going to die.”
"I wish there was someone to mediate and untie me... I was left alone... I was afraid too.”
4.4. Punishment
One of the most important themes in the participants' experience was punishment. The participants believed that physical restraint as a therapeutic experience was so harsh that they felt as if they were being punished. The three sub-themes of “waiting for freedom”, “reflection”, and “waiting for recovery” formed the theme of punishment. Regardless of how the treatment team operates and their willingness to treat the patients humanely, the patients perceived physical restraint as a form of punishment. Freedom, salvation, error, remorse, wish, and self-blame were the themes repeated in the participants’ speech. In this regard, a 25-year-old woman said:
“I just wish they would release me sooner. I wish I were free like everyone else. When I hear the sound of other people’s laugh, I wish I were with them, free and fine...”
This participant clearly felt as if she had been punished in some way. A 45-year-old man perceived physical restraint as an opportunity to reflect and said:
“I think to myself... Why did I make that mistake? Why did I break the hospital law? Restraint doesn’t really bother me. Someone might think that restraint is annoying, but in fact, they were helping me. They did not want to bother anybody. I broke the law. They tied me to the bed so I could be alone with myself and think. So, I had time to reflect on what I had done before and what I need to do in the future.”
Evidently, this approach may not be effective as a treatment. In this regard, a 25-year-old man said:
“When you regret what you have done and accept it, it’s time to remove the restraints. At that moment, they give you an injection that will calm you down.”
A 36-year-old woman described physical restraint in her painting. She used a golden color, which was a positive sign. She said:
“I colored physical restraint gold because my reward is with God... God brings me good days... I decided to control myself. I will never do anything to be restrained again. Although they were supposed to release me today, my family did not come. Again, there is nothing to be angry about, because I will regret it later.”
Based on the findings, it can be assumed that the use of a golden color may refer to a kind of reaction.