A total of 44 patients, 20 patients’ relatives, and three key informants from different ethnicities were studied.
Table 1 presents participants’ demographic details by ethnicity. The analysis of the data led to the extraction of four main themes, including cognitive, behavioral, physical, and emotional/motivational symptoms. The symptoms related to each theme (
Table 2) are addressed in the following by ethnicity.
| Participants | Ethnicity |
|---|
| Fars | Azari | Kurd |
|---|
| Patient | | | |
| Number | 20 | 20 | 4 |
| Men | 10 | 10 | 1 |
| Women | 10 | 10 | 3 |
| Mean age, (y) | 37.6 | 44.3 | |
| Mean duration of disease, (y) | 6.8 | 5 | 8.7 |
| Marital status | | | |
| Married | 8 | 20 | 2 |
| Single | 9 | | 1 |
| Divorced/widowed | 3 | | 1 |
| Education | | | |
| High school diploma or below | 9 | 18 | 3 |
| Bachelor’s degree | 6 | 2 | 2 |
| MSc or PhD | 5 | | |
| Patients’ relatives | | | |
| Number | 10 | 9 | 1 |
| Men | 5 | 5 | 1 |
| Women | 5 | 4 | 0 |
| Mean age, (y) | 37 | 42 | 35 |
| Education | | | |
| High school diploma or below | 6 | 8 | 1 |
| Bachelor’s degree | 2 | 1 | |
| MSc or PhD | 2 | | |
| Key informant | | | |
| Number | 3 | | |
| Men | 2 | | |
| Women | 1 | | |
| Theme | Subtheme | Major Codes |
|---|
| Cognitive symptoms | Negative attitude | Decreased interpersonal relationship |
| Indecisiveness | Reduced self-teem |
| Suicidal ideation | Loneliness |
| | Lack of concentration |
| | Forgetfulness |
| | Frequent thoughts of death |
| Behavioral symptoms | Sluggish performance | Problem in performing routine activities (going to school, etc.) |
| | Lethargy |
| Emotional symptoms | Feeling sad | Sadness |
| Not taking pleasure in anything | Intolerance |
| Cold and dreary | Sensitiveness |
| | Anxiety |
| | Stress |
| | Apathy |
| | Crying |
| | Aggressiveness |
| Physical symptoms | Chronic pain | Insufficient sleep |
| Sleep disturbance | Light sleep |
| Appetite disturbance | Nightmares |
| Loss of libido | Oversleeping |
| Digestive problems | Increased appetite |
| | Decreased appetite |
| | Nausea |
| | Vomiting |
| | Different kinds of pain |
4.1. Cognitive Symptoms
These symptoms mostly originated from the individual’s negative view of themselves, their future, and the world around them. The majority of the patients had a negative attitude mostly toward others and then toward themselves. In relation to others, this negative attitude clearly reduced their interpersonal relationships, and in relation to themselves, it reduced their self-esteem and caused humiliation as revealed by the Fars ethnic group.
“I had a bad attitude toward everyone and didn’t trust anybody, especially my husband’s family.” “My view about myself had changed and I didn’t take care of myself.”
In Azari and Kurdish ethnicities, self-pessimism and the loss of self-esteem were not obvious. Most of the participants from the mentioned ethnicities complained about feeling indifferent toward the society. Almost all of them preferred to be alone and away from others.
“I prefer staying alone, I don’t like gatherings. I’ve become very indifferent, have no will, and don’t care about it either. I avoid everyone.”
In Kurd ethnicity, most of the patients were clearly skeptical about others and expressed this feeling with words such as “hatred”. Feeling isolated and being excluded from the family and the community were mentioned by both the patients and their relatives. These patients felt guilty and regretful about some of their actions, and did not feel happy about themselves in general; however, they were not particularly skeptical of themselves either. The patients’ relatives also complained about the patients’ negative attitude toward others and found it to be manifested in their lack of desire to attend family gatherings, their faded relationships with friends, and ultimately their reduced participation in social activities.
Indecisiveness and absent-mindedness were also discussed by some of the patients in Fars ethnicity as symptoms.
“My mind was blocked. I have trouble making even the smallest decisions that most people make them without thinking about.”
In Azari ethnicity, all patients used the term “distraction” to complain about their serious lack of concentration and in Kurd ethnicity, patients complained most about being forgetful and revealed that they frequently forgot even their own words and had to constantly repeat them. Some of the patients said that they had lost their comprehension of things.
“I forget my own words and don’t remember them and just keep repeating them.”
Frequent thoughts of death were very bold in the patients, and suicidal ideations were more or less expressed by them, although in Fars and Azari ethnicities, the majority of them had never attempted suicide mostly due to their religious beliefs, and there was only one case of a suicide attempt by taking pills. Nevertheless, in Kurd ethnicity, most of the patients had attempted for this action.
“I found no purpose in my life, and I think about committing suicide” “crying”.
“I always wish I was dead, but never think about taking my own life.”
4.2. Behavioral Symptoms
This group of symptoms indicated the behavior of depressed patients and mostly showed their inappropriate and sluggish performance in routine activities. All the patients revealed that they had problems in performing routine activities such as going to work, doing the household chores, etc., and no longer did any of these activities or took very long to do them now.
“I had become very messy and dirty and couldn't be bothered with anything”. “It was difficult for me to do my chores.”
In Azari ethnicity, the majority of the patients expressed their inability to perform daily tasks using the term “lethargy”.
“I’m always tired and lethargic. I can’t do my work at all. I have no enthusiasm.”
In Kurd ethnicity, also the feeling of exhaustion and the inability to perform tasks were noted by all the patients and their relatives, but none of the patients and their relatives, however, complained of the patients’ lack of attention to personal hygiene.
“I did nothing at all. Just went to school and came back. It wasn't as if I didn't shower or anything like that, but didn't do anything in particular.”
A patient-relative said: “Most of the time, he is disheartened and has lost his spirit.”
4.3. Emotional/Motivational Symptoms
These symptoms mainly included feeling sad or guilty and not taking pleasure in anything.
Emotional/motivational symptoms were manifested in the form of sadness, intolerance, sensitiveness, anxiety, and stress. Some of the patients explained that they were not able to express their sad mood “It was difficult to explain so I kept it all to myself.”
“Inertia, melancholy, unhappiness, and being unhappy about something obscure. I mean, you are constantly unhappy and don’t know why you are so without having received any bad news. It is very obscure, and you don’t know why.”
In Azari group, the term (sochimia) “cold and dreary” was used very often both by the patients and by their relatives to express their apathy and dullness.
“I’ve become cold and dreary, like the dead.”
Crying and feeling no joy were other common symptoms in almost all of the patients.
“I’m not happy. I’m always sad and only wish I could still laugh.”
In the Kurd group, expecting bad news and worrying about bitter events happening to loved ones were the other common symptoms in these patients.
“I felt gloomy all the time. Like, I expected that something was going to happen to my kids, my house, my relatives… That is how I felt.”
Along with other emotional symptoms, some patients also discussed feeling anxious and restless, aggressive and in a bad mood. Taking less pleasure in social networks was another emotional symptom discussed by some of the patients. A few of them considered these networks as a way of filling their time, and in some, the desire for using the virtual space had not changed.
“When he is unhappy, he gets less pleasure from eating, drinking, and resting.”
In one Kurd case, the feeling of guilt and reproach accompanied the other symptoms.
4.4. Physical Symptoms
This group of symptoms was manifested more in the form of chronic pain, sleep and appetite disturbance, and digestive problems in all participants of three ethnicities.
The physical symptoms were more manifested in the form of sleep disorders, either as insufficient sleep (in most cases) or as light sleep and nightmares and occasionally as oversleeping. Most of the patients in three ethnicities revealed that they had lost their appetite, but a few of them expressed that they had experienced increased appetites and weight gain. Among Fars patients, there were some complaints about digestive problems such as nausea, churning stomach, etc.
In addition, among Azari patients, there was the sensation of different kinds of pain, especially a headache (which was reported in all but one patient), backache, and chest pain. Some of the Kurdish patients or their relatives used the term “change of temperament” to signify changes in the normal condition of the patients, and declared it as the reason for seeking healthcare in some of the cases. A headache was a physical symptom experienced by all these patients.
“My sleep is badly affected and I am sleepless. There has been no change in my eating, but I feel nauseated whenever I’m stressed.”
“I stay awake all night. My feelings of nostalgia trouble me and I have no sleep or life.”
In addition, the loss of libido was raised by most of the patients in all the ethnic groups. Although some of them expressed it is not easy for them to discuss this issue directly.